Dear Diary,
Today was really neat. This guy in my chem. class is really cute. I’ve thought that ever since the first day! But now he’s saying “hi!” He said it this morning in Chem. + then I saw him after 2nd + we said hi again. It’s really weird cuz I’ve been thinking about Greg, Greg Mc—- {last name redacted} is his name. Mark is leaving and I don’t know?
God Bless Us.
I love my mom + dad.
Dear Diary,
Today was pretty nice. I can’t believe what happen though. Larry {last name redacted} told me Paul wants to take me out! that big liar, Paul + Sheila are still going out. I can’t believe him sometimes. I oughta just tell Larry to speak for himself! Ha! Ha!
God Bless Us.
I love my mom + dad.
Dear Diary,
Another good day. Messed around most of the day, didn’t have to work, but will the next 3 days!
I keep wondering when Mark + I will see each other again before he leaves? It bugs me + I’m just going to have to forget about it.
God Bless Us.
I love my mom + dad.
Dear Diary,
I had a good day. I went + talked to Mark tonight. I feel a lot better now that I told him how I really feel. I got most everything out in the open. Now I pray that I can survive without him + one good thing he said was, “I’ll see you before I leave.” that made my evening I should say.
God Bless Us.
I love my mom + dad.
Dear Diary,
I had a good day I guess. I could hardly sleep last night because I had Mark on my mind. I pray Lord that you can give me the courage to go to his house tomorrow night + tell him just how I feel. I pray that I don’t feel dumb, but confident + sure of myself. Please Lord help me keep my courage up.
God Bless Us.
I love my mom + dad.
Dear Diary,
Thank you Lord so much for letting Mark + I see each other tonight. We talked about how things are going to be when he leaves. We’re going to go out with other people + keep in touch. I’m happy he wants to keep in touch. He didn’t try anything tonight + I respect that. My feelings are that he cares enough + is smart enough not to let us get so involved with each other. Shit! I don’t know how to put it in words! I just respect him for that.
God Bless Us!
I love my mom + dad.
Dear Diary,
Left early this morning to go visit Uncle Lee + Aunt Adeline in Lancaster. Mom, Dad, + I spent the whole day there.
I wonder if Mark called? Please Heavenly Lord let be able to talk with him tomorrow. I’ve been thinking of him constantly cuz I want + need desperately to talk with him.
God Bless Us.
I love my mom + dad.
Dear Diary,
It’s New Year’s Day! First day of 1981! I haven’t talked to Mark since Tuesday night. I’ve been bummed out cuz I’d really like to talk to him. I had a pretty good day. Kim came over + spent most of the day + she’s staying the night.
Kaci got on mu nerves really bad today. I don’t know what it is about her, but it seems like I have to say over + over + explain to do something right. I get sick + tired of it! Lord help me be patient.
God Bless Us.
I love my mom + dad.
Dear Diary,
Well it’s New Year’s, 1981. When I’m writing this. I had a good time tonight. Kim + I got a bottle of Cold Duck + drank it + found Joe. We all paryted it up for the new year, our graduating year! 1981! Thought about Mark + wondering what he was up to. I pray that 1981 will be a great year!
God Bless Us.
I love my mom + dad.
Dear Diary,
I talked to Mark tonight. He’s going out with Herbie tomorrow night (New Year’s Eve), I was bummed when he told me cuz I thought we could go out. I guess I got my hopes up too high. I talked to Mom + she thinks he doesn’t want to get too involved. I’m so damned confused! I wish someone would tell me how it really is! Like Mark for instance.
God bless us.
I love my mom + dad.
